What do you all do all day? Like when you’re not at work or in class or sleeping or eating, what is it that you do in your free time? What do you do for fun? I’m looking to pick up some new hobbies, hobbies that have absolutely nothing to do with sports. No connection whatsoever. Sports are to harmful for my health, mentally, physically, and emotionally. It’s not a sustainable lifestyle, the one I’m living. At this rate, I won’t be around much longer. I don’t know if I’m gonna off myself or if it’s gonna be some kind of stress-related downfall, but it seems inevitable, and it seems to be approaching quickly. Sports are too unstable. I can’t just switch teams because that’s not who I am. But I need something in my life that’s consistent, something that will always make me happy no matter the situation. Between the Mets, Jets, Knicks, Rangers, and Rutgers, I am in a bad way right now. And it looks like I am on a path to a bad place. It really is incredible that I haven’t killed myself or anyone else at this point. For some reason, I choose to bring this on myself now. I allow these LOSERS to give me a false sense of hope all the time, and it’s not good. Give me fun things to do! Help me!
I could resort to alcohol I suppose, that seems fun.